Death !

Posted: November 23, 2013 in Uncategorized

The idea of death had always been scary to me avoided subject …so hard to understand .. today my mother’s dog died . His name was Zous he was monthes of age …it was horrble the tears of my mom .. the place he left .. all just made me think ..if the death of a pet who hadnt been in our lives more than 6 monthes left such a pain , what kind of hearts or humanity do those who kill innocents .. kids women or even men just because they differ in points of view ..or relegion as they state !!
God its so hard to lose a soul .. alife is so precious but wourld today seem to be blind about such a fact busy fighting who lives right forgetting how to live .
Death .. so painful fact but should open our eyes is too short to apwnd in hate ..fight or conflicts .
Peace aint hard to reach once each of us finds it first withen his self .
Love to all of my family, friends and every god blessed soul .


The un-describable

Posted: October 28, 2013 in Uncategorized

play of masks

Posted: October 28, 2013 in Uncategorized
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a thought was crossing my mind .. this thought was about how we dnt feel enough to just be loved but to know and see as well .. to us its not enough that we love ..we have to show it ..we have to announce it  …we have to act it ..and just by thought ..another idea came to me ..if this is how we feel as human .and ..if we were made by God ..shouldnt it be the same ? … meaning its not just enough to love him or believe in him yet we must show and act it ! 
anyways , this is not about relegion ..its about care ..emotions .. how they matter beyond what some might think .. it about the power of simple word when it touches our hearts .. and how a silly small act could hurt us the most . 

i believe when it comes to feeling we all have the same one language , we all get hurt by the same reasons only we differ in our streanth  of taking it . with time as we grow ..we learn the art of hide .. the play of masks ..some of us are so good at it ,,  other just fail to grap the right mask . 


Posted: September 18, 2013 in Uncategorized

بقدر ما تمطر السماء ماء عذبا يبقى البحر مالحا ..

Love story _2

Posted: September 9, 2013 in Uncategorized

With time we learn .. might be the hard way to some of us .. that life last for no one .. the time stoppes for no body … and that hurt is un avoidable … if we want to live ..pain is part of the pakage .. how we ovrrcome that define us .. how we fogive and move on defines our power … how choose to live ..we do . How we want to be we be …but never ever how wants life or other .. we only controle the soul and actions of our own .
Joy ,

Love story _1

Posted: September 4, 2013 in me, thoughts and my words
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“I always like to keep unread chapters in my life ” but now only 1 chapter matters .. ours .
With his words over the sea .. this story started .. or let me say my heart beats seemed to finaly got a voice … was so hard to keep him out of mind …to ignore his crossing by my life … he wasnt just a person to know .. a friendship to make … he was much more … the joy found in his deep sound was screaming it out .
Smiles were hard to hide . Love was sneaking hard to our hearts . Time didnt have a value when he is next to me …the whole world just simply got in hold . God it was love and still is .. and this was only a start .

silent mode

Posted: July 27, 2013 in Uncategorized

no comment when someone simply tells you that you coul simply solve the problem oravoi it if u accepted the screaming on ur face and just shutt up !! 

suggesting that the problem root is talking.. asking ..trying to express to  the only one who should hear you .. who should matters … i shall shutt it up .. 


and here comes the morning comes the suffer of a saudi girl who doesn’t have a driver .. a reasonable question always find it self with no answer .. if women cant drive .. why the hell there is no enough care of public transportation .. there is a  shortage of options which only opens the wide gates of being used by the drivers … a simple example is of a medical student who have to pay triple what she gains for the driver !! 
another young girl who works at a coffee shop for 1500 S.R and pays the driver 800 S.R !! 

this situation cant keep going this way .. a woman who has a job is always asked to be on time . . leaving the problem of transportation on her own shoulders to solve . 

if women driving her own car is too much to ask … wouldnt be at least an organised Clean public transportation a very simple basic life facility to ask for ??

joy ,


Posted: July 20, 2013 in Uncategorized

angry tongue only speaks the heart ,, and there for lsn carefully to someone’s angry words ..cause its hard to fake or lie in such a status . those who put in you all the possible issues in the moment of an anger ..and just in an hour frame us in a picture of uglyness ..we suddenly grow brain problems ..personality disorders to them … all the words of admire vanishes ..all the goodness in us just get forgatten . 
joy . 

love letter

Posted: July 15, 2013 in Uncategorized
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Love survives .. someone once wondered .. which would really has the higher power on our hearts love or fear ?! .. 
to me .. i believe its .. only faith has the strongest power on our hearts .. and faith  is only a high level of love .. the highest .. 
aint easy ..aint always about happiness  but about .. alway being there . always staying next to eachother this to be .. take a true strong love . 
this is a thankful letter i shall write each of its letters with love .. each of its lines with a stronger faith .. a believe in goodness in hearts .. in blessness in lives .. a believe that was brought .. maybe sent with him .. him who walked in to my life and changed it all upside down .. no downside up .. him who taught me ..never to give up . 

to you who gave the joy to my name .. I love you .